well I started watching the fruits basket ending (aka the last 3 episodes...they seriously ARE stringed together....if I didn't already get them from John I would have strung someone up by their nose hairs for them) But wow....O_O it was good. damn good. Touru is an amazing woman....I also have to give a hand to Hanajima....and Yuki. Even though he sort of played the third wheel alot of the time...*shrugs*

I really like Kyou-kun's shisho. He's a cool guy.....but Touru....wow....I wish I could help people like Touru does....For a while I thought she must have seemed like a savior figure to the Soumas....but then I realized all she did was love. She had the courage to care. She didn't change them...she helped them want to change themselves. I look up to Touru even more....I wish she wasn't just a picture though. But I believe if I try I might be able to help others like Touru. I hope so ^_^

Also I understand Akito now....I understand why he acts the way he does. why he hurts the other soumas. why he thinks he has the right to boss them around and ruin their lives and also why they put up with it. I like Akito now. Everyone in this series needs a hug...pun intended and also not inteded. No wonder they called it the Souma curse.

I also saw the new MIB with my dad. Mediocre. Lots of physical humor....and all the verbal jokes we're in the trailers so that killed all the kick. One of those movies I'd rather rent when it came out on video than see in the theaters. My dad was desprete to see it though...so I went to see it with him. I suppose it was nice to get out with my dad. ^_^

@_@ I'm not sure if I should go out tonight...I have work tomorrow....but I'm super tired....but I've been so moody and I need my friends to balance me. @ @ gata hate the chocolate season....
Clock says Saturday, July 6, 2002 @ 07:24 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

And I'm sorry you got grave's....I studied it in biology...it's not curable but it's treatable. And that's a good thing surprizingly enough. You can have a normal lifestyle with the right treatment. I know this may sound like I'm not sorry that you got this disorder (which I am sorry btw) but you are lucky. You can still live a typical long life. There are many who aren't as fortunate to say that. I only worry that you're one of those rare cases that has a bad reaction to your medication....you always were one in a million.

Ok. Here's my post to everyone else who's reading. I realized on the way home "Screaming Infidelities" by Dashboard Confessionals would make a cliche but cute 1+2 songfic. I don't think I'd ever write it though. Tomo-chan was surprized that I wore pink anywhere near her for the first time...I swear. the shirt isn't preppy...I got it at the thrift store for nataku's sake. As much as I respect Relena (and yes I DO. in the beginning she's a psycho naive rich brat. But she grows up and I respect that. She turns into a insiteful determinded and overall very composed woman by Endless Waltz) I am not her. Pink is nice if done right...but pink is something my sisters wear on a daily basis....NOT me.......and the car.....no. no way. not unless I had no money and that was the only thing I could afford. but if I had a choice in the matter...no pink car. bad.

Anyways. ending my rather shallow one sided discussion on my opinion of pink.

I have work tomorrow. and the day after....I had another day of living in my fantasy world stabbing things while wearing my smile at work. I used the "MY BREAD HURTS GOD!!!" a few times and that helped. But if I'm set to Dining room again for next week...I honestly am going to try and get a job at Red Lobster with Dan. Training or no training, I'm quitting if I can get that Lobster job and they set me in dining room more than one day or possibly two next week.

ok. I despretely need sleep. I'm going to bed. g'night.
Clock says Friday, July 5, 2002 @ 11:30 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

But anyways. Dan visited me. Which made me happy. So I talked to him while I swept the floors and stuff. Then Tomo and Rita visited me. So I hade 3 people visit me all in one day...I felt so loved. I really did. I love my friends so much.

I had a good fourth of july. Though a little crazy at some parts. I'm making new memories of fireworks. ^_^ They made me laugh today. I love fireworks so much. And these were released particularly closer than most. The main part of the show wasn't particularly new or amazing...but the finaly was kind of fun because they had these screaming ones....Like banshee fireworks that shreked and squirmed. I also thought about explosives...and how most of the time they cause death...but these make small children happy. They're beautiful, if not slightly morbid. All the stars falling from the sky....

Well I need to get to sleep. ^ ^ I have to work early again...@_@
Clock says Thursday, July 4, 2002 @ 11:41 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

They've set me on dining room the whole week....well....I'm surprizingly not have blood thirsty fantasies involving silverware. I think it's mostly because of three reasons.
One. The dining room is half the size of the other one.
Two. When it get's busy, they set other people out in the dining room other than myself. (unlike at the other store)
Three. People have been nicer here. They interact with you and talk to you. I need that. I often just let my own personal silence swallow me up while the rest of the world chit chatters on. Maybe that's why I wanted to be a waitress in the first place and not a web designer....anyone who knows me knows I love my laptop like it was my own child. But I'm realizing that I need human interaction.

But yesterday was fun. Payday again. $318. Bought a CD/MP3 player and a bunch of blank CDs. Then hung out with rita and tomo. We went out to eat at Average-Local-Family-Resturant(tm) and there were an insane amount of these preteens/early teenagers. It was funny. We scared a group of particularly empty-headed ones with our discussion on cheese grater weapons and human immune systems. The guys sitting behind us were the typical punk group. They had fun at hottopic. When our conversation got bored we just eaves dropped on theirs....*amused amused*

Ok. Time to get to work....I'm only working lunch rush today. Woo! ^_^
Clock says Thursday, July 4, 2002 @ 10:14 a.m.. I say watch FLCL.

The thunder storm was awesome though...I love thunder storms...the fiercer the better. It put the biggest smile on my face. I so wish I could have ran out and danced in the storm...but I'm pretty sure my managers wouldn't have liked that...

Nigaki and I are jump starting Ekusu Dii alone. We're dropping the characters of peps who didn't post (sorry tomo and kathryn...^ ^; you either use it or lose it) and adding new characters to replace the hole and also create some sort of plot ^_^ also, those interested we're taking interviews (sounds all official like it's a paying job or something). We want more people...but they need to be able to post at least twice a week and also have a sense of humor as well as plot....ya. we're picky but don't let that scare you ^_~ just AIM me or if you know Nigaki too you can contact her probably ^_^
Clock says Friday, June 28, 2002 @ 12:14 a.m.. I say watch FLCL.

I didn't do Dining room! I didn't have a murderous thought once! I didn't dream of using forks! I served things with SPOONS! XD

*hyper hyper happy happy*

Now to see if I should sit on my butt tonight or possibly go out with friends...hmm...the possibilities...
Clock says Tuesday, June 25, 2002 @ 08:58 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

Warning: much ranting raving and squealing as follows. Minimal spoilers:

OMGOMGOMG O___O Ok. list of reasons why this movie was good. If I can't predict what happens than it gets automatic brownie points from me. Though I was able to predict a chunk here and there, but the overall film had decent twists and conspirocies. The action scenes were increadably well choreographed, though I agree with esther-chan, the camera swishing was sensory overload at some points. I also liked how his (former-)teammates were talking to him right before one of the action sequences....I have a feeling real people would have done something like that. Tom Cruise gets points for acting skills. And so does the woman who plays Agetha. You know it's good when I read facial expressions to get a better sense of what's going on. I'm starting wonder if this is all a play on Agetha Christie...it's a murder mystery...but it's on a completely different time line...You know who done it though...you need to figure it all out backwards...but then forwards sometimes...and then other parts completely in the present. All those reviews about it being the best thing since the Matrix were right. It's a great movie.

Also I like how they enforced that the future can be changed....you have a choice. The future is what you make of it ^_^ *needs to end all her entries on a positive note XD*
Clock says Monday, June 24, 2002 @ 07:18 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

It's just so damn lonely....my good days aren't the ones where I do the least work...it's the ones where I interact with the most people and brighten a fews day. THOSE are my good days. And today wasn't a good day. I'm rather worried that I death-glared at a few and scared them thouroughly...so I just got a little anxiety sick and some actual sick but I usually ignore the actual sick anyways. and got myself sent home early. Go me...a little less pay...oh well ^_^

Anime night was great....we didn't do anything special...but it was nice to be with the people I care about...poor Dan realized he really is Ri-chan-san without the crossdressing...Tomo proved she Kagura once again...and we scared dan and john with Muraki.....In the words of Touru "Everyone looks for a reason to exist. Sometimes it's shakey and fragile but we still search." My reason to exist is for my friends and to help out others, but mostly my friends. It's shakey, but true. ^_^ They're my reason for existing and my world would be alot more bleek without them. ^_^
Clock says Friday, June 21, 2002 @ 11:33 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

Only one quiz cause I don't feel very quizzy.

Take the Which Madonna Video Are You? Quiz

Genki daaaaaa! XD *cheers and sings*
Clock says Tuesday, June 18, 2002 @ 07:05 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

No one visits me. I've made a few friends there though. Gavin, Kristen and Megan are all really cool people. Kristen only works the weekends though. I got her into Utada Hikaru....*evil grin* Kristen is a middle school gym teacher going back to school so she can become a gym teacher for college kids. Gavin is a guy who appreciates dorks. Fat kid in highschool, Fraternaty brother in college, back to fat kid. He likes dorks just like me ^_^. And Megan...well Megan's just nice. I haven't really had any philisophical discussions or something, but she saved a marred Bear Claw for me and I think that deserves some sort of recognition of friendliness. =D

But people could visit me at work. I'd like that. I'm working on Tues. *hint hint HINT* My break's usually around 2....I could even get you food half priced....c'mon people! I'm friggin lonely! ;_; remind me I have friends onegai....
Clock says Monday, June 17, 2002 @ 11:57 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

Jaime confronted me today. on the phone so it wasn't complete confrontation. basically his standings conflict with some of my sisters and some of what I heard from tomo. yet if I concider both partially true and combine the two, he still treated tomo badly. so therefore I'm still mad. but he's right about me being jealous. but I'm not mad at him about that though. sure I'm jealous. and sure I'm avoiding him because the only time I see him is when he's with kathryn and that's just uncomfortable period. and I also don't really care if he thinks that it's not my business. I don't stand up for myself but I sure want to stand up for my friends. even if they don't stand up with me.

sorry. I needed to rant. I suppose that's what a blog was originally meant for...but my mom read it while I was at college. I never wanted her to worry...

o_o but am I worrying people right now? >_< gah! I don't want people to worry! that makes me a burden. Stop worrying people! Don't worry! Everything's ok! I'm fine! Life's a peach! ^_^
Clock says Sunday, June 16, 2002 @ 08:13 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.

But anyways ^_^ *poses* My new layout to match my Weiss kick. And the boys are soooo jaded. that's so sad ;_;

I'm still pondering continuing Death and Dreams...it'd be interesting having it be AU...normal average Omi starts getting disturbing dreams of blood and gore...I still want there to be some sort of romance though...I'm such a sap....I'll keep Omi less Jaded cause...well he's normal...but anyways...ya...work sucks....o_o nothin else much to say.
Clock says Saturday, June 15, 2002 @ 08:45 p.m.. I say watch FLCL.