What Type of Villain are You?
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Visionary, revolutionary, vigilante - these descriptions all fit you well. You are thoroughly disgusted with society and humanity as a whole, and you have several rather diabolical plans to reshape it to fit your designs. You're probably a loner, and most people think you're crazy. That's just because they don't understand, though, and you'll show them someday anyway. Heh heh heh. You are known to become very passionate about many causes, have torrid love affairs, and be seen as a either a demagogue or a hero to the proletariat masses.

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well time to get some sleep after a day of introspection...I hope I didn't scare anyone. I don't want people to worry about me ^_^

I don't take care of myself. I know that I'd rather take care of others than take care of myself...but I didn't realize how much that I don't think I'm worth it....but somehow I don't think I'm going to change my behavior much. My hero is the ultra-giving Honda Touru, and I also have a habit of finding a focus or mission and putting my all into it. And my friends and family are my mission. I've lost my mission once before and I don't want to loose a mission again. I'm wreck when I do. Also it doesn't help that I don't eat when I'm stressed or depressed.

Maybe it was a bad sign that the three things I thought about when I was sick on the floor were:

1. just me overall thinking over what it could be
2.if I could bring my laptop to the hospital with me.
3. that I hope my friends don't worry if I die or something and that I warned a few of them ahead of time so it'll all be ok.

I was stopping at this train station for some reason or another...and there was a resting, eating, bathrooming building thing....it was actually a really pretty building with beauitful old windows...but everything was still bathed in this brownish orange color...I forget if it was from the sunset or from the actual interior....but anyways. I was wearing on of my grey skirts, black knee high boots, and forget what my top and arms had on...

but I was going to go to the bathroom but I was seen by some people from my highschool and they surrounded me and started pushing me around. It was about thirty of them lead by Phil K. and I kicked and punched and death glared but I knew I've been completely out of shape and nothing did much damage....they ended up forcing me to sit down and everyone surrounded me and started accusing and teasing and overall harrassing me...all I could do in response was just try and dodge their physical attacks and death glare my worst. I was finally able to get away from them and I went back to my normal mood and I talked to some of the nicer people from high school but then saw Beth L. in their group and death glared at her and just said "asshole" and walked away. The group came to harass me more a few time again and everytime I just glared and punched and kicked but nothing worked cept dodging and glaring because I was too weak...the dream continued by me rescuing some guy who had the most familiar face but was being harrassed too by a different group...he had blonde hair, glasses, and was kind of lanky...and he was so familiar....I don't know.....

but anyways...why this dream feels important to me: I was always an outcast of sorts...weither it was by my choice or not. I was also a crybaby in middle school and I really WAS harrassed like that but it was usually with ten people instead of thirty, mostly males, and it always ended with me crying...It subsided in highschool but was changed into girl's rumors and an overall more secretive form of harrassment and insults...but I'd grown and gotten to the point where I could care less about their opinions or popularity in general....I had friends, really great friends. loyal and trustworthy and interesting friends. I know I'm not ugly and my sisters think if I actually worked at it I could have been popular if I tried....but after knowing how terrible that culture can be, ya right....I'd literally want a root canal more.

But I think the reason that dream was so different was that I actually stood up to them, I insulted them, I fought back. Even though I wasn't successful most of the time, I called them assholes and kicked them in the face. I glared and crying was the last thing on my mind...The only thing that was was how do I get out of this and how pissed off I am.

I feel alot better...even though I never got to actually do it...and I realize what sitting with my laptop for a over year without practicing any of the martial arts I learned has done to my body strength-wise...maybe I should start practicing again, it'd probably be good for me.

Thanks to Nigaki and John I got more Fruits Basket episodes....I have a new favorite character...Momiji.... Adorable, Positive, Young at Heart but Mature beyond his years. I think I'm going to make the new layout of him. ^_^ I was thinking of doing Furuba anyways....but now I really want to do Momiji...

Lesson learned: Believe that even sad memories will make you stronger one day...

The interview was really positive and it looks like a space for the midnight server is going to be opening up soon. If not I'll probably be doing prep work...slicing meat, whatever....my only prob would probably be slicing ham, but I'll get over it. Not that it won't give me the mental image of slaughtering my dog and slicing that meat, but I'll just get over the fact that I'm doing my job and if I have to feel like I'm killing and grilling my beloved pet to do my job...so be it.

Did I mention I hate pork? I hate pork.

.....aaaaaaaaanyways. Everyone go out and buy/steal/download the FLCL soundtrack....Who knew that Ride on Shooting Star would be so damn catchy......oh ya. it's J-pop. Forgot. It's a rule.

Now I'm just trying to find that one song they play for the action scenes....I can't believe I actually like a series with good action scenes....well then again I DO like gwing but that's for the characters and political systems...and I guess noir too....and the kyoto arch for RK's decent...and dilandau-sama is amazing in escaflowne....*___* dilandau-sama......*swoons*

Ohh....speaking of that awesome silverheaded psychopath...I've refallen for an older Two Mix song. (for those of you who didn't know, Two Mix's lead singer is dilandau-sama's voice....it's like dilandau-sama singing, ne?) All the way back to Endless Waltz...White Reflection....I dunno why I suddenly like the song again, but I think it's great. *shrugs*

I start talking when I'm tired....I think that's why I really should start some sort of dream journal....well my dream this morning was weird enough...it was like...a combonation of the classic going to school without any clothes, some twisted rich summercamp, and Hana Yori Dango, with a dash of FF9 on the side.

THAT is why I don't do mind altering substances people...my world is ALREADY twisted.

Hopefully my interview'll go well today...I reeeeeeeally want to work at a resturant. I don't know why....I just REALLY REALLY want to work as a waitress.

Oh and I'm watching the most obnoxious infomercial about a "Quick Cooker" and if my knowledge about cooking mechanics are correct...it's a glorified microwave or just an overused steamer....

ok. more quizzes...you knew they were coming...

Which LOTR Woman are you?

But lesson for today is: VIOLENCE IS NOT THE ANSWER KIDS O_O.....chocolate is >_>

And I'd probably be working really late shifts which is absolutely excellent for me cause if I had my choice I'd make the world nocturnal...Sunlight's for the weak XD!! Myhaha!

Oh and I got this quiz off of D-chan...I seriously didn't even cheat on this...*giggles*

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*giggles and spins* I'm in a giddy mood ^___^ now all I have to do is make a really ugly site for my dad...*hums White Reflection*

Oh and I'm thinking of making a dream journal...it'd probably have some sort of password protection cause I'd end up nameing alot of people and I dun want some stalker to read it or something...*shrugs* oh well. I'm gonna go back to being happy giddy and stuff ^___^

I should be sleeping but I'm posting quizes....can you tell I need sleep? I need sleep...

Make an Ass of Yourself.
quiz by Sol

Take the what music genre are you quiz by PsychosisX!

Find your emotion!

i'm a foundation. what type of make up are you?

quiz made by muna.

...and which lesser Harry Potter character are you?

ok, enough sleep deprived psycho babble. I'm going to go wander into my entertaining land of dreams...I should keep a dream journal or something to show you all how psycho I am...............right >_>;;;

And I'm going to be making my monthly layout switch soon. woo >_> But to do that I need a picture to start with o__O;; I don't know what series or whatever to use....>_> maybe fruits basket....but there aren't alot of usable furuba pictures...*ponder ponder*

Oh I dled my first episode of FLCL...it was amazing....artistic, funny, odd, and deep.....wow....ya....

I think it was alot better than epsI in my humble opinion. More action, character development, good animation, killer costumes, a trillion and one tie-ins to the original, and the ending had two of my favorite things: romance and angst......the thing that really put it over the top was Yoda.....oh yes....Yoda....

Is it just me or did they start using alot of anime techniques....like more visual stimulation than nessary, not to mention they started using some martial arts in the fights rather than just lightsaber stuff. Plus just leaving the ending more open than the typical American film.

I think Brian's bitter it's not so American....

TEN movies you couldn't live without:

Princess Bride
Moulin Rouge
Shawshank Redemption
Monty Python: The Holy Grail
Truman Show
Star Wars: Return of the Jedi
Back to the Future: Part two
When Harry Met Sally
Utena: Adolencent Mokushiroku
Wedding Singer

Sixpence None the Richer-This Beautiful Mess
Five Iron Frenzy-Proof the Youth are Revoluting
Moulin Rouge Soundtrack
Fiona Apple-When the Pawn
100 Portraits-Enter the Worship Circle
Noir Soundtrack(Even though I don't HAVE it.)
Veggie Tales II (It always cheers me up)
Enya-(one of em, they all sound the same)
Utada Hikaru-Distance(ya! you knew it was coming! Hikkiiiii!)

Kodomo no Omocha
Fruits Basket
Gundam Wing
Tenku no Escaflowne
Kareshi Kanojyo no Jijyo
Shoujo Kakumei Utena
Marmalade Boy (it's my first so it has a bit of a place in my heart ^_~)
Gravitation

my frizzy hair
prejudice
telemarketers
the sun
bitter people
tailgaters
whiney people

Utada Hikaru-For You
Sixpence None the Richer-Waiting Room
Okazaki Ritsuko-Chiisana Inori(Fruits Basket Ending)
Yoko Kanno-Memory of Fanelia(from Escaflowne)
Vast-Touched
Bush-The Chemicals Between Us

Martha Stewart (if Conan O'Brian is guest starring)
Invader Zim
Today Show
Monty Python's Flying Circus
News

Chronicals of Narnia
To Kill a Mockingbird
Princess Bride
Lord of the Flies (great reading for that desert island >_>;;)

Rage Against the Machine-Battle of Los Angelos
Utada Hikaru-Distance
Owens Ring? I dunno, it's been a while for the third

Jesus Christ
my sister Courtney (sorry Lindsay but she's been around longer than you =p)

a good laptop

....I gotta remember how to trust again....

I don't know what I'd do without some of the coolest people I know...esther, d-chan, and dixon. Their words are currently keeping me somewhat human instead of the usual who'd shut all these emotions down and figure it's my destiny to be lonely. God, I'm such a fatilist...I fail and the world ends.

I need some icecream...ben and jerry's fixes all problems temporarily....hmmm....Carmel....

I'm currently dealing with major failure issues....I feel like such an idiot...I failed! And it's all my fault....It doesn't even help I feel lonely among my own friends again....I love my church very much because they're alot of cool people...but it doesn't feel the same because I graduated...caroline's about the only one "my age" and she's not really social with me....

Maybe that's why I've been diving into this fanfic so deeply...well omi-kun cheered me up with a doujinshii scan of Wolfwood in a skirt....>_>

And guess what....QUIZZES O_O!

which Episode II character are you?
Anakin Skywalker - jedi apprentice. Like Anakin, you know your morals and usually always stick to the rules. However, stray away from those who know best and you may become naiive to what anybody tells you. Stay with those whom you trust and have always been your friends. Otherwise, you may find yourself being manipulated by outside parties.

You are Blurry Eyes!
Possibly laruku's most well known song, you're just the same:
everyone wants to be just like you!
Even if you might not notice it, you've got alot of popularity.
It must be the hair.

"Which L'Arc~en~Ciel song am I?" test by mifyuu

You're Heero yuy!
Find out Which Gundam Wing character you are.

I'm gonna go back to sulking and reading....jya na...

Which Star Wars character are you?

What Trigun ship are you??

Contact me and tell me what you think.

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I've been realizing that since I editted a piccy for esther today. She's got mad html skillz I wish I had...then again she's also made it known she hates me for my mad photoshop brushes. *shrugs*

I always end up following esther's lead alot....now I want to make a new layout....well I got time this week since I only have to do stuff monday and friday, and then pack most of my junk up to head home for the summer. So maybe write another little comic or two, try to at least make my online portfolio have no broken links, and make a new layout but not upload it....I'm not sick of Kirika yet ^_~

:FAVORITES!:
:writing utensil: laptop...but if not available a pencil
:room of your home: bathroom. (long baths are really relaxing)
:marsupial: Koalas (they're actually really visious
:cartoon character from the 80s: either Rainbow Brite, or Gadget from Rescue Rangers
:star trek series: I'm not a trekkie =p
:musical instrument: piano perhaps?
:WWF wrestler: not a wrestling fan
:channel on your tv: line in. (where I can plug my compy in or the playstation)
:classic monster: vampires ^_^
:finger: right thumb
:letter of the alphabet: R
:backpack accessory: my anime pins (duo, heero, chuchu, and eiri yuki)
:piece of clothing: red star sweater
:picture of yourself: a candid freshman year picture of me and zach.
:era in America's past: the 60's and their upheaval
:famous dinosaur: Raptor
:poet: hmm...I'm not sure
:star wars character: R2D2 (the only sane one)

:Least Favorites:
:mammal: hmm...I kinda like most mammals...but probably deer
:month: April
:place to shop: Aber Crombie, Banana Repub, etc.
:smell: vomit
:20th century invention: high heeled shoes
:fast food restaurant: Long John Silver's
:hair color: that fake looking red that's supposed to look real

:Other Questions:
:if you were a toilet-paper brandname, you'd be: Kleenex Cotton-elle
:country you'd like to live in for a month: Japan all the way
:color of underwear you're wearing right now: white
:what you are doing this fine evening: played FFIX and chatted online
:the last social gathering you attended: umm...asian history class?
:last movie you watched: Alien
:if you could be a member of any musical group, it'd be: Spice Girls before Geri quit....I dunno, but that seems like alot of fun
:one selfish wish of yours: I could be a waitress and that I didn't have to deal with expectations because of it.

AAAAAAnyways. I bought Brian's playstation for $20. And I took more quizzes.

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Evil Faerie Spirit.
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I also am starting to look up to Touru of Furuba even more....she gives and gives and gives and barely expects anything in return...she doesn't even think she's deserving of anything in return. I wouldn't doubt she would be willing to give up her life for her friends. She's an increadably selfless person and I can't think of any human more honorable even if she is only a piece of fiction....

You are one of the more creative of the dictators. When not writing poetry you're devising your own version of communism. As over two million Chinese staved to death because of your little experiment you should have stuck to writing sappy songs! What tin-pot dictator are you? Take the "What Dictator am I?" test at PoisonedMinds.com

o__O Wow...>_>; Would I make a creative dictator? o_O Probably. >_>;;;

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Which Marauder are YOU? by Britt
You saved the life of a scumbag. Proud? Didn't think so. But you were Gryffindor Chaser, and your son is Harry Potter. Go you. Pity you had to die so tragically.

But it was lots of fun...and I was always THIS close to beating Brian. And that should tell you how bad Brian was doing. He kept blaming his cursed ball and kept switching balls....he was up to ball 9 before he went back to an old one and that one was supposedly "blessed" ^ ^;;....he's such a dork.

But I really feel like I need to see the people who are important to me...I wish I was back home right now >_< I always end up either distancing myself from people during this season or clinging on to them for dear life. And for there to be clingage I need to trust them and usually be able to see them. I have a little clingage up here...but it's still an automatic responce to distance myself from everyone else...But I DON'T WANT TO! Which is why I wish I was back home....*kicks stuff*

I'm such a psychopath when it comes to the sun. @___@

Oh well I'll survive ^__^ *puts on "you spin me around" and sorts laundry*

I've been saving money...alot...but for some reason when it comes to anything that will help with my porphyria, money is no object....I wonder why....More stuff to ponder...

now all I need to do is do my laundry >_>;