Tuesday, Febuary 5, 2002-4:04pm

It's around time for a layout change...^_^ Next layout is Nakatsu and it's all pink and stuff for V-day and spring...even though it's freakin snowin >_<

And I love the first ending theme for Inuyasha...the lyrics just fit...

Monday, Febuary 4, 2002-5:13pm

Ok...so my asian history class was amusing today...We discussed minister Okubo...and my professor was like "ok...so how do you think he died?" and I was like "OH! OH! SOUJIROU KILLED HIM!! O_O!!" of course I didn't say that outloud ^ ^;; but none the less >_>;;... And yup! Okubo-kyo was assassinated by some angry samurai....but of course us otaku know differently >_o

Even my notes around that section have little ^_^ ^_^ ^_^'s in celebration of our favorite smiling assassin! *cheers for souji-kun*

Oh and I'm starting to get really annoyed with my professor's mispronounciation of the Meiji restoration....he always calls it Maji. It wouldn't really annoy me as much if he didn't refer to the Meiji restoration so often in his lectures...I'm not anal...really >_>;;;

Saturday, Febuary 2, 2002-3:07pm

Happy Groundhog's day =D

In celebration of groundhog's day I'm temporarily posting a very cute 1+2 fic that really reminded me of the groundhog's day movie plot thing >_>;;

But really! it's cute O_O The first chapter gets boring...but after that it rolls really well ^_^

anyways..here's the link ^_^

So far no repetion >_> .....we'll soon see....

Wednesday, January 30, 2002-8:33pm

How well do you know me.....>_> Well you can find out! =D

Take the quiz all about ME!

Don't worry though...I got some questions wrong aobut myself XD....that's probably a bad sign....

Wednesday, January 30, 2002-7:47pm

Life is good, except for the fact I have 2 exams coming up, and I'm worried about Esther-chan being so sick....blah..

Oh and of course you need an obligitory quiz...when was the last time I put one up here? Oh ya...it was yesterday...

This one I took from a forward I got from Paige-chan....even though I really hate forwards this one wasn't that bad and fairly hit a mark....it also did have those eternal > > > tags....those annoy me....

Oh well, anyways. on to the results

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

Who ever knew how I sit when I'm relaxing means I'm loyal....

Well then again alot of these tests could really be on crack...ya know? *shrugs* I think maybe I'm hitting that point where I've taken way too many quizes and tests yet still have to figure out who I really am...*shrugs*

Tuesday, January 29, 2002-2:56pm

Guess what...that one piccy of Duo and Heero in those Ugly-as-Sin uniforms is part of a larger picture...all the gundam boys have been corrupted from those ugly ugly uniforms! But they didn't stop there...nooo. They wore em again!

And all I have to say is Boys Like Guns ^_^

I think this is a sign I need to work on art projects or something productive....>_>

Tuesday, January 29, 2002-12:57pm

Jane is cynical, intelligent, and talented (she is a budding artist). Like any good artist, Jane constantly explores the passionate and emotional side of the world. She believes paint-by-number kits are inherently evil.

Paint-by-Number can be fun.....if you paint the wrong numbers *grin*

Tuesday, January 29, 2002-12:33pm

If I wasn't feeling as happy as I am, I'd start to wonder if I'm not seeing something other people are...

But I'm pretty sure of myself. That I'm happy. I've changed and it's a good change. And I'm happy....really! seriously!

THEN WHY IS EVERYONE SAYING THEIR WORRIED ABOUT ME!! FREAKIN ESTHER, TOMO, DAN, MOM, EVERYONE THINKS I'M DEPRESSED OR SOMETHING!!!

Color Genics.com supposedly works....but all the responces I got were unhappy ones....

MY GOD!!! THE WHOLE WORLD THINKS I'M DEPRESSED AND UNHAPPY!!! I'M HAPPY PEOPLE!!

...ok...I'm not COMPLETELY happy, because I'm frustrated because the rest of the world thinks I'm unhappy....

@_@ Koi~~~!! Tell em I'm happy! Pwease!! Dey don't beweave me!!

Saturday, January 26, 2002-10:41pm

Who ever knew purring could be such a stress relief....better than throwing pottery *grin*

Saturday, January 26, 2002-10:07pm

ok....today....was tiring......

So I showed off my city to sarah's folks cause they wanted to see it....

I would have enjoyed this thouroughly, except for a few things.
1. We had more time...the city is big and some stuff closes early. I couldn't bring them to some of the best sections of town because they're kinda dangerous @ night...
2. I could have done it with my friends, especially a good friend of mine. It's not that I don't enjoy Sarah's company...it's just that I love my city because I love my friends...
3. I didn't have to spend so damn long in a car....while having PMS cramps....

Well at least I got to see my family and play with my dog....I like my dog....

Friday, January 25, 2002-10:50am

wooo cable modem was down >_< bah!

Oh and I guess I'll follow everyone's example even though I took this test before and didn't bother to post the results cause I think the banner too big....

#1 Heero
#2 Trowa
#3 Duo
#4 Quatre
#5 Wufei

.......surprize surprize...I'm the most likely to act like a computer who really isn't a computer and least likely to spout profanities at female society and people who insult Nataku.....

..............

WOMAN! GET ME MY KATANA!

(juuuuust kidding! ^_~)

Thursday, January 24, 2002-1:02am

Black Halk Down......

Sarah liked it....Sarah likes bishies....Sarah likes blood and guts and gore.....

Erin on the other hand, likes character development, political structure, and social comentary.....Erin can stand blood and guts and gore....Erin did nothing but study camera angles the whole movie.....Erin does not wish watch a movie who only features blood and guts and gore, and camera angles.....Erin is not going to see Black Halk Down again.

Sarah on the other hand IS going to see Black Halk Down again....

Erin is not.

And Kathryn is not a twinkie because Heero is a twinkie and Kathryn is not Heero. Therefor Kathryn is not a twinkie.

......I think the movie rotted my brain........

..................

................goodnight.

Wednesday, January 23, 2002-12:36am

*long happy sigh* ....she really amazes me you know?

Tuesday, January 22, 2002-1:45pm

I just met with a potential roommate....Well if you didn't know I live in an apartment ment for 4. 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, living room, kitchen, hallway. It's nice. But 2 of my roommates left at the end of last semester (and the one I didn't like! WooHoo!!!) So now I have one other roommate so we each get our own room ^_^ *niko niko*

But that's been good because, hey. I have room. But bad because, hey! I have bills!

So Heather and I got a call from our landlord that a potential new roommate was coming to look at the place...and our first responce is ".....I like my own room....I don't want a roommate" So we started collaborating on how to get her to not like us or the apartment... But we just cleaned up the living room and kitchen right before that...and things were pretty neat except my room which is covered in art supplies and paper scraps and stuff...So then we were like..."ok, we'll act all snotty and stu-"*knock knock knock* >_>;;;;;

But to make a long story a little less long because it's too far gone to be short. She was nice, quiet, looking for a place to stay because she had a similar roommate to the one I hated....so I felt for the poor thing. Heather did too...So now we're going from "ACK! NO NEW ROOMMATE" to "Well...she's kinda nice, and she won't be a bother, and it'll be nice to pay bills and stuff....well I guess we could take her in....>_>" ^__^ so there's the story of my potential new roommate! *bows bows*

....now if I could only remember her name.........o_O;;;

..........

.......MISTY!!! IT WAS MISTY!!! I REMEMBER! O_O

*wavies to koi* She wouldn't be moving in this weekend btw ^_^

Monday, January 21, 2002-7:28pm

@_@ pretty snow....cancelled classes! =D *cheers* The best part is my english prof is going to be at a conference on wednesday so class is canceled then too...aka NO ENGLISH CLASS FOR A WEEK!!!!! XD YES!!!

and I have to say "awwwwwwww I love you mom!" cause she's been reading my blog and read some of the poetry and thought I was depressed er something....^ ^ far from it mom! I love you!

Sunday, January 20, 2002-11:52pm

*sigh* my life is a soap opera...in both the good ways and the bad

My life is definetly interesting...I'm lucky that I actually like interesting....

Oh here's some more big news....Ekusu Dii has started up...It's a collaboration of some of my psycho friends making a mishmash blog somewhat similar to Abunai... so far it's hilarious ^__^ check it out and try and guess who I am.

Saturday, January 19, 2002-11:28am

hehehe, it's the geek hierarchy XD *cackles*

Luckily I'm sorta high on the list >_> ...o_O ......I hope >_>;;;

^___^

Saturday, January 19, 2002-6:30am

^ ^ I'm a happy insomniac today. Couldn't sleep but I could care less. *big grin* It's probably illegal to feel this giddy...and NO I'm not doing any drugs >p~

Lesson learned...sap is great but turns me into an insomniac

I think too much for my own good ^ ^;

Friday, January 18, 2002-10:20am

^ ^ I still need a can openner....I think I'll buy a new one....*niko niko niko*

*hopes Esther-chan can come to Katsu hope hope hope*

*has class in a few minutes bathe change rush o_O!*

Thursday, January 17, 2002-11:57pm

Thursday, January 17, 2002-11:28

Thursday, January 17, 2002-11:54am

I bet you were all wondering when was the next time I'd post some silly quiz result XD Your wish is granted!

Which Internal Organ are you? Find out at willaston's lounge!

Oh and more Haiku for the kiddies. This is what listening to the Mass Media's droning does to you (interesting subject matter...droning professor @_@)

And I still need a can openner........

Wednesday, January 16, 2002-11:30pm

............I need a can openner..............

Wednesday, January 16, 2002-7:29pm

ug....the campus loop bus made me sick... @_@ I'm not one to usually get motion sickness but I was typing up a fanfic on vaio-chan, plus they were using a different model bus that bumps more. > < ......I feel sick........

But I have a new idea for a fan fic....it's gonna be based on Reality TV, with a few twists. I was kinda inspired by this discussion in Mass Media class about the possibilities of Broadband...and then also the Truman Show. Woo. My third fan fic ever! I hope it doesn't suck >_> ....

Kathryn's got a kick @ss blog now! O_O Go see it now! *swoons @ pretty Leek fanart*

Ohh and I rarely dream anything very interesting or even nightmarish...but I had this weird weird dream. Where my aunt ritually slaughtered and ate people...and I was the next victim. It wasn't really the slaughtering part that got to me. It was the fact she ritually did it and supposedly she was very wealthy and had alot of power (Quatre was below her...) so everyone around me knew I was the next victim and couldn't do anything about it...It was like a slow mental torture, breaking the person...Like she'd make me cut all my hair off instead of having to pluck it after I was killed and stuff...I took it all with cold silence that she interpreted as acceptance...I was able to say goodbye to kathleen and kathryn...and then I some how managed to kill her, I don't know how. But I was sent to jail because of it even though it was self defense >_>;; So I'm injail and my hair is growing back and it looks like Heero's and then I see Duo in jail and he thinks I'm Heero but I tell him I'm not but he befriends me anyways. But then it turns into this soap opera because Duo likes me, and I like Duo but I also DON'T like Duo because I like someone else And then I plan an escape like in the Shawshank Redemption and after that I woke up o_o;;;

>_> that's what I get for going to bed early....

Tuesday, January 15, 2002-9:41pm

Hey peps. Pitas has been slightly spastic recently...but I forgive it because there aren't any yucky banners up! Wee!

I took down the links to that fan fic cause...well I DO want to respect the writer and also it was ment to be just a little happy thing for a certain someone. ^_^

I had a FABULOUS weekend. It was great. Sarah an I improtu'ly decided to head down back home and I'd treat her around town for her birthday. In the meantime she got to meet my weird wacky wonderful friends and I got to see them all again....god I love you guys so much. Really. I depend on you guys more than I feel comfortable with ^ ^;;;

But saturday we wandered around downtown and I spent I think about a hundred dollars....dang..I'm supposed to be saving for Katsu. Oh well. I have a new hoodie, a killer CD case made out of 2 old liscence plates, losta pairs of interesting knee socks, as well as too much asian food and filled to the brim with mango tea....

I'm gonna be playing around with a few images for esther-chan. A seta soujirou piccy and this one of the gundam boys in military uniforms (not those ugly boy scout thingies...wow.. those things are UUUUUUGGGGLY...SEE!! EWW!! Well at least it has the draping Duo and Heero "We're not dating...really >_>" Official picturage)

But yeah! Life is decent! That makes Erin-chan happy!

Did I mention Tsuzuki+Hisoka is really adorable? Tsuzuki+Hisoka is really adorable >_>

Friday, January 11, 2002-1:53am

ok...more serious blogging instead of generally genkiness...sorry usual readers...I just have to say this....

KATHRYN!!! I F%$#ING BELIEVE IN YOU!!!! YOU'RE TALENTED SPECIAL SMART FUNNY AND DEDICATED!!!! DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO ALWAYS FEEL ALONE!!! PEOPLE CARE!!! I CARE!!!! DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP!!!!!

.....

.....I've been playing around with magnetic poetry and writing haikus with it. (yes. I feel cultured as I eat my raisin bran)

you ask what's beneath

a thousand shadows rob me

lighting my sweet lust

this is where you do the betnik snapping and drink espessos

Sorejya ^_^

Tuesday, January 8, 2002-8:34pm

....is it bad to feel weak.....

Tuesday, January 8, 2002-8:12 pm

So I editted a picture for esther-chan to use in one of her blog layouts. It's of yuki and shuuichi and it's mostly blue....Guess what color she prominately made her layout....YELLOW! That's...That's....That's...that's so DIFFERENT!!! I love it! *squeals*

....on a more serious note...I feel like such a hypocrit... Trying to help one of my friends I said "I know what it's like to hold stuff in and support it all. And it feels wimpy to tell someone else...but it's better for you."

ya....better for you, not me... grr. I'm such a secretive hypocrit....

Is it bad to feel weak?

Tuesday, January 8, 2002

Good news everybody! Electricity's back on which means, there's heat, running water, light, phone, and internet! Yeah! =D

Oh and this is really creepy...Sarah gave me a christmas gift of music for scorpios er something...I've never been into horoscopes and what not. I dunno, I believe in fate and what not, but that doesn't mean somethin writen down in some Teen mag is gonna tell me what that is....But this is just way too creepy...I think I'm gonna blame it on being a winter baby er something >_>;;;...

Pluto makes Scorpios dynamic, emotional, creative people who are nevertheless capable of extreme self-control. Never ones to enjoy idle chatter or superficial gossip, they are concerned with life's most profound experiences--especially spiritual and creative growth. Scorpios thrive in deeply intimate relationships, complex friendships, and creative partnerships. Personal growth is an essential part of every relationship for scorpios.
Scorpios are highly loyal and protective of their loved ones and beliefs. Their private nature means they maintain their own--and friends--secrets easily. Though often strongly opinionated, Scorpio's innate compassion and empathy means they rarely judge others. When crossed, however, they tend to hold grudges. Scorpios dislike being brought into the public spotlight unless they choose to be there. Their intensity and sense of purpose means they can be quite imposing, but it gives them unforgettable sexual and personal magnetism.

o_O;;;;;;;;;;;; wow......um......ya......

actually it gets worse....stuff about being creative and artistic...and then they have that scorpio's make friends easily but are basically introverted....having unusual and extreme opinions about music and drama...rarely shocked by other's behavior...deep, intense relationships with loved ones...committed, compulsive, passionate, and calculating....

O_O;;;

Monday, January 7, 2002-11:04

Ok...hopefully the electricity'll be back on tomorrow.

Until then here is another gratuitous quiz...I don't really like the picture, but I honestly got him as my top result...Rock on. ^__^ Now I'm going to go off and manipulate some blonde spikey haired clone and then burn stuff and try to create an elaborate plot to become god!! XD WEEEEEEE!!!!!

What FFVII character are you?? Find out here!!! by !!

Sunday, January 6, 2002-11:04pm

Everyone....turn on a lamp....right now.....ok.
Now breathe in some air...is it warm?
You're on the net, right? and you're not running off of a battery...

Then you're better off than ME~!

Currently the electricity is off @ my apartment. And it's my fault @_@;; So snowstorm+stupidity-electricity-transportation+helpfromSarah=mylife ^ ^

@_@ I'm gonna try and get this all fixed soon....hopefully.

Thursday, January 3, 2002-6:06pm

It's the most amazing quiz on the face of the planet

They figured me out....Click it to take it XD *cackles* It's great.

Thursday, January 3, 2002-2:04pm

I don't know if I should email this person and yell at them for their making a fake quiz...or give em kudos for making a fake quiz....On accident I pressed the back button and then pressed the submit button again, and got different results...I went back, looked at my answers...pressed the submit button again and got a new result....I kept doing this till I got all of the results...Wow...this guy is a both a jerk for lying, and genious @ making fun of all the tests people take...I have to give him a hand *clap clap clap* Well either way I'll give you my 3 favorite results ^_^

Thursday, January 3, 2002-11:57am

well...I now look like rouge cept the streak's purple... I think it looks cool. It was slightly crazy though cause the bleach just wasn't taking to my hair at all. @_@ Kathryn and I went through a whole thing of bleach...and just for streaks! well at least some of it took including this chunk right where rouge's hair chunk is...So now I'm rouge with purple hair instead of white ^_^ Though there ARE a few places where the bleach took as well so those are purple too. It's actually really unnoticable. Kinda like how some anime characters with dark hair have purple highlights as just the natural highlights...well this is kinda it... I like it ^__^

My sisters did their usual treatment of "I hate it!" "You're such a freak" "ug. Erin. Why couldn't you have been normal." God, I love em... @_@

Really...I do love my sisters....but their comments are starting to push a thin membrane. It's enough that I know I'm different. It's another when I'm freak. *sigh*

So I'm back to college on sunday...I love it being down here...I'm gonna miss alot of things...But I'm going to give it my all and try and stay as positive as I can be.

*sigh* Why do I have to be the social butterfly around my friends but away from them I really AM Heero...*sigh*

But no more complaining ^_^ Whining never did anyone including myself any good. STOP GLOBAL WHINING!! XD

*starts picketing with a bunch of ecohippies and slips in their Stop Global Warming signs with Stop Global Whining and directs them to picket around the court house with all their meaningless lawsuits. Ensue evil cackling*

Oh I figured out I'm an official rabid fan girl of exactly 4 things...Dilandau-sama, Utada Hikaru, 1x2/2x1, and Sony Vaio's. This is a good sign because I learn more about me. This is a bad sign because all 4 of those are Japanese related o_O;

Erin-chan needs a new hobby? Maybe I'll try horticulture >_>

Wednesday, January 2, 2002-12:50pm

woohoo! eventful day today. I'm getting my hair dyed purple and getting a cavity filled! @_@ My dentist is kinda worried that because it was getting close to the nerve so I might need a root canal >_< ....

Well at least there's one good thing. I have a high tolerance for pain...but then I also have a very low tolerance for drugs, so most of my face is going to be numb for a while... greeeeeeaaaat......well at least I get purple hair.

oh and heres a gratuoutous online test

Take the "What kind of Squirrel am I Test!"

Tuesday, January 1 2002-1:31pm

Happy New Year! =D I'm in a good mood other than my impredding dread of returning to college in less than a week...

>_< I dun wanna...well at least it'll be cool with mah art classes and such. If it weren't for my friends and the fact that I _AM_ learning stuff in school, I dunno what I'd do.

Oh and here are my new years resolutions: