I'm home and working on a new layout. Hikaru no Go. I already have the matching wallpaper done ^_^
Nigaki and I went on a little adventure today. Nigaki played some Mindless Self Indulgence for me and I like em. It's different and has alot of variety of sound. Not to mention they're very anti-discrimination. But anyways, before I went DDRing we drove to the nearest Krispy Kreme and I've come to this conclusion:

Happiness is a Krispy Kreme donut.

I can die now.

yesterday was my sister's birthday...I didn't get a chance to call her and I feel sort of bad ._. I hope she forgives me. Maybe she didn't even care. I dunno.

People don't change when you want them to...and then they change when you don't. I don't know if they were just empty promises or just I got my hopes up or they just honestly wasn't able to change. Maybe she didn't even try.

Ah well. Good night.

Oh. And I don't like Heidegaard.

Nagi and Omi had a baby XD I named him Grey. you know. weiss+schwartz=grey but I didn't know what the german word is for grey....ah well

wooo! rehearsals+midterms+sims=life has been zapped. Though I did have quite an adventure doing my laundry. let's just say that $10 worth of quarters wasn't enough to get everything done. But at least the apartment's clean.

Oh, I went apartment shopping up at main campus and I think liz, tomo, brian and I all found a decent place. It's sort of far off from campus so we'll have to take the bus and spend the majority of the day actually on campus.....but the library has laptop hookups *GRIN*

I'm really excited to move up to main campus. This area is just so damn depressing. The mountains are beautiful, and it's great seeing the stars....but everyone is just so....depressive. It's like, they have no passion for anything so all they do is drink to have fun because there's nothing else they can find to give them that. It's not like it's one person, it's like....everyone has a tiny chunk of depression.

Even though I'm sort of worried about the price of the place we got up there, I'm really happy about it. Freshman year was hard up here. I was essentially alone. I had two friends but we weren't as close then, so I didn't really have anyone I could trust. this year has been alot better. Just having friends and then having the same ones as last year yet we're alot closer so I can trust them and honestly say they're my friends. Next year it's just going to be killer. But I will miss Steve and Mariah. I've dubbed Mariah 'Touru-kun'. It's honestly amusing. She's just so sweet, soft-spoken, friendly, and grateful for everything...not to mention she loves to clean. She has a really beautiful soul. I wish she could move up with us. Steve too.

Rehearsals started.....that got me motivated and tired.

I discovered the Sims....that got me addicted.

mmm....what else to say.

Today is Tsuzuki's birthday? yes. I will say that.

I should have made a wallpaper but the Sims ate my brain.

My cold is giving me it's last kicks. Aka yesterday all I did was cough up all the crap that was in my lungs and today I just have a sniffly nose. Ug, that was some nasty flu. Most colds I have last one day. Two days at most. This one lasted a week. Gah x_x

Well it's just in time though. The first rehearsal for Laramie Project is tonight. My life is going to be sucked out with metal straw for the next two months.

But I guess I still stand by my statement that I'll be good for me. It'll get me out of the house and then focusing my mind on things. Also I know that I work ten times better if I'm doing something for someone else rather than myself. ;_; But....all the paperwork..... *sob*

It'll be intense but I'm up for a good challenge ^_^ I haven't been able to find much to be passionate about up here and maybe that's why my world feels so drab up at school. *laughs* I always just blamed it on the 98.6% white population.

Oh, I made a wallpaper out of a fit of creativity. Too bad I hate it. I think I'm going to go back and play with it someother time. I still have on my list of wallpaper is a Hikago one cause the art is fun and a Schuldich one for Risha. After that I'll probably update Stuff. Oh yeah! and I'll have to make a new layout for enb soon too. The cheapo graphics Miyavi is starting to frustrate me slightly...but at least I still feel pleased about it. I dunno why....I adore Nigaki's Miyavi but....The cheaponess of this one just pleases me. Blah blah blah. rant rant rant.

*yawns* I'm out of breakfast cereal and milk....*pouts* I want my fruit loops. Maybe I'll walk to the store today before rehearsal. yes yes. I definetly want my fruit loops.

I'm still sick as a dog, but I think I might be doing better. My brain is all fuddled.

I had fun reading my Yamimatsu manga =D I love the scene where Tsuzuki's swooning over Wakaba's cooking and asks her to dump Terazuma to join their block. Terazuma burst in in....well not the best of moods XD
Terazuma: Oi Kurosaki! Temeemo KITCHEN to kyouiku shiroyo!! (Hey, Kurosaki! You'd better learn your way around the kitchen as well!!)
Hisoka: [confused/lost] ...... nande orega (......why me?)

*amused* ^ ^

I've also been to this site before but I was pulled into the amusement once again. The random yaoi couple generator XD They like to toss in Kumagoro as a seme once in a while.

*clicks refresh for a while* =D *laughs* XD *coughs* @_@ *weeze* @_@!! *collapse* x__X

Alright~! I'm finally home from Katsu. Wow. That was an adventure =D

Maybe I should break things down in days.

Friday: Day One.
Started off with scrambling for rides. Steve decided to ditch us so that ment Sean was our ride. He didn't respond on his cell phone till around 10:30 am though. @ @; gah. So we drove and drove and drove. Got lost in DC. Managed to get there and check in. Registered and wandered around the con for a bit before we all got dressed up and went to a fancy resturant with both the local crew and our buddies from the VA crew. It was alot of fun. Not to mention the cheesecake was AMAZING!!! *swoon melt melt* I got to pull out all the dinner manners my aunt and grandmother taught me. It was alot of fun. I took a whole bunch of pictures there. Sadly though my camera broke the day after and I lost that film to exposure.

Saturday: Day Two.
The majority of con's usually happen on this day. I wandered around in my Tsuzuki costume. I'm so upset that I forgot my fuda. No one recognized me until I said who I was. *upset* I met two Watari's though. I saw another Tsuzuki wandering around but she was with a Muraki...and Muraki just overall creeps me out so I didn't approach them. But I got to see Duel Jewel do an accoustic concert, I met some cool people, and got to talk about J-rock. Also for once the rave that night wasn't all that bad. There were actually people there who could dance. The cosplay was killer this year. half of the groups didn't show though. Maybe that's why they were so good. only the hardcore groups (aka the prepared ones with set skits) showed up with the storm. Either way it was good fun.

Sunday: Day Three.
Snow, Snow, and more Snow. Also the end of official Katsucon. I was cosplaying Sakura this day. I kept joking that I had used the Snow card. Wandered around the dealers room making a few last minute purchases. Oh! my purchases for the weekend: Yami no Matsuei volumes 9-11, Gackt's Moon (it was cheap and one of the people I met REALLY recommended it), 2 Hikaru no Go posters, 1 Weiss Kreuz Gluhen poster, and lastly a little Hisoka fastener thing. One especially fun thing for Sunday, I went to the seminar on Visual Kei and Duel Jewel's lead singer and drummer were the board members for it. It was alot of fun though everyone spoke very softly. Hayato-san and Val-san were both very sweet and smiled alot. Hayato at the end was all "I'm so happy to have fan like you all. It makes me want to cry" and he was all teary eyed. I just wanted to hug him. The interesting thing about that was.....I did! I got to hug him! O_O!!! I was one out of like...4 people that he hugged on the way out. Everyone was all "Arigatou Gozaimasu!" It was fun. We also decided to stay the night because...well it was snowing pretty fiercely. Alot of people left but a whole lot of people stayed too. Thus was the start of KatsnowCon. The hotel gave us two rooms and they showed Chobits and Invader Zim. The voice of Gir was there and he showed us episodes Nickelodeon(sp) never showed. It was hilarious. A whole room of eccentric people+Invader Zim=alot of fun.

Monday: Day Four.
That day I got sick. It started off pretty small but most of my colds do. Before you knew it I practically collapsed at McDonalds and managed to push myself to get my butt back to the hotel and in bed. Spent most of the day in the hotel bed hacking. Nothing really unusual other than that.

Tuesday: Day Five.
Woke up hacking. Packed. Hacked up a lung. Took some cough medicine. Got in the car. Drive Drive Drive. The roads weren't all that bad. There were alot of spots that multiple lanes were missing because of snowbanks though. But we all made it home safe and now my throat is really sore and I'm writing this super long entry @_@; Woosh!

I think that's it. If I remember anything else I'll add it.

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I was feeling really inadequate and angsty today. But I met with the Tech director today and convinced me that I'm not really doing as bad a job as I think I am. Brian too. I feel alot better.

I'm really excited for Katsu. DDR tournament, cosplay, and even a Jrock band is going to be there.

I hope the snow doesn't affect anything though. None the less it was so beautiful today. I really love snow. cept when I have to drive in it ^_^;

Oh, and thanks for commenting. =p

I read Hikago scanlations religiously this weekend. It's shounen with alot of shoujo elements. Sai's a big sweetheart. I want to hug him...but then I'd run straight through him @_@;

I managed to see two screen caps from Gluhen off of one of my mailing lists. It's too bad they took down the images but....Schwartz does show up. I don't know if I should be happy or horrified. Schu still has the flaming red hair...cept it's alot longer and sorta girly looking. Brad.....well Brad became a blonde british fruity guy with a monocle. O_O;; *horrified* I haven't been able to see anything of Farf or Nagi though...I guess I have to wait to be horrified about them. I've heard though that Nagi is alot taller, and Farf has blue hair and two functional eyes. *shakes head* why....why?!

I'm so excited for Katsu! =D I have a feeling that it will feel as if I'm missing something though. I'll get there and feel like there was something I forgot. Ah well. hopefully it will be fun anyways.

I've been feeling a little under the weather. So I made a wallpaper to get out some of my negative emotions. It's Tsuzuki, again. Sorry, but I really like him. I can say with confidence that I understand how he feels. Sorejya. The Space Between.

I'll update Stuff. later. I really should start making some 800x600 versions too. Oh well ^_^

@_@ I just had to read through all one hour and fourty minutes of Laramie Project. The director thought it would be a good idea to find any and all variations between the Broadway version and the Published version. >__>;; Well at least it's a good sign that I have a good voice =D It hurts but my singing is still top notch.

It was fun having liz here this weekend. especially since we're both space fanatics. Her more than me. So I learned more about Astronomy, Astrology, and NASA in general. Discovered I'm actually more Libra than Scorpio like I originally thought. Found out Columbia is over 20 years old. Also how much stars can move in 2000 years. The 13th zodiac for the year 2003 AD. Also the fun fact that our solar system is going to be completely wipped out in a couple of billion years if we don't manage to nuke ourselves out of existance first =D Lots of fun stuff.

I also got to work on my Tsuzuki costume. It was fun. I made fake fuda and everything. I got to figure out how to tie a tie too. *laughs* Ties are difficult. I'm so excited for katsu. ^__^ *excited excited*

Liz also made muffins XD! I was so happy!! Banana Nut muffins. Gah! Ureshii~!

It's been a long weekend though...*rubs eyes* tsukareta....oyasumi ^_^

Happy New Year everyone =D Hitsujidoshi!

I don't really know what to say about the Columbia decent. I don't think it's terrorism or something like that. Mechanical failure is the best assumption. Just hitting the atmosphere at the wrong angle can create too much heat and friction. Space is a really dangerous place at our level of technology.

A little more irony: Liz and I watched Deep Impact last night. I've been thinking about the dangers of astronauts....but at the same time how they choose those dangers. They know what sort of things can happen and they choose it anyways just for the love of it. *nods* So....I mean, death is bad and all...but they died doing something they loved. So it's not so sad.

I'm worried Isreal is going to think it was something more than an accident. That could really mess things up worse than they already are.

^_^ new layout. It's miyavi. I often mimic nigaki and some of her ideas. I really didn't like the DNAngel layout I had planned and I wanted something different and she told me she was planning on doing a Miyavi layout with screen caps from Shindemo BoogieWoogie. So I thought I could play around with screen caps from Pop is Dead.

I'm getting really picky about how things look. And I don't really enjoy the professional look myself. So hense the cheapo background etc. Tell me what you think. please?